14th | Level 4

[kinpika]

I don't really care but...

...the history books can be wrong about me. When I died, I was killed by my own grief.

Not to mention that I really hate snakes. I go out of my way to kill any snake I see. They've ruined my life so I've vowed to ruin theirs.

I also love Saber but her heart belongs to someone else so I'm out of luck. [so much sadness]

Sometimes I think Lancer-san can be pretty cool but he's mostly a loser. Him and the other Lancer are pretty suspicious though. Someone should ask them about that. I'm pretty jealous that Rin-san picked him over me though, especially since I could beat him up any day.

The last Lancer, Enkidu, will forever be the one I love most. If anyone touches him without my permission, I'll kill them.

Right now, I wish I could cover my mouth but that would be pretty cowardly. If you abuse this day, you might regret it though.

Comments

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

Even when he's with the other Lancer?

[gandere]

That's not going to happen anymore because I don't want to think about what they're doing to each other's butts!

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

So you are dishonorable and you get in the way of true love. How cruel.

[gandere]

I'm not really cruel. Why should my Servant get to be happy in love and I can't? It isn't right.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

Find someone else to like and you wouldn't have that problem.

[gandere]

You can't help who you fall in love with. I don't want to get in the way of Sakura's happiness, but I wish I could have followed that other Emiya-kun back to his home. He's happy with the me he was in love with though. I shouldn't really think about it, but there's nothing else to do in this dumb town to do.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

It's too bad. I could have anyone I wanted easily.

[gandere]

You couldn't have Saber.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

That's not true at all.

[gandere]

You just said her heart belongs to another. That means you can't have her.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

Since you don't mind asking people things they don't want to say, go ahead and ask Saber about who she likes most.

[gandere]

I wouldn't do that to Saber. She may not be my friend, but I have no reason to do anything like that to her.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

I guess I'll just have to be right and you be wrong.

[gandere]

Are you still going to try to hurt Lancer curiously?

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

Yes.

[gandere]

Then I may as well learn some more useful stuff. What is your weakness?

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

I have no weaknesses.

[gandere]

That's not true. Everyone has a weakness. I have low pain tolerance for instance and I can't concentrate on using thaumaturgy when I'm in pain. It is much more effective than slitting my throat since I have a plethora of non-verbal component spells to use.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

I have no weaknesses at all.

[gandere]

What about those you care about? Aren't they a weakness too? Sakura is a weakness of mine.

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

Only idiots would think that those you care about are weaknesses.

[gandere]

How would you deal with someone hurting your brother or Saber then? Wouldn't you be sad to see them hurt?

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

I'd just get stronger.

[gandere]

You get stronger? How?

[kinpika.livejournal.com]

There's no explanation.